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Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
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well, i just got finished watching bob ross' mind blowing show. i think it's "the joy of painting".
and i've realized a couple of things:
i need to find a man more like bob ross. he's so mellow and patient. and the white boy afro doesn't hurt.
also, bob ross had a hole in his afro on tonight's show. i could see his shiny pink scalp.
when the show ended it had this mini commercial about how to order his tapes and an 800 number. this show was made in the 70's right? well, the 800 number still connects to the bob ross hotline. i got the answering machine. isn't he dead?
today i was crazy strong for five minutes. ms. birdie down the street from me was throwing away this amazing armchair from the 50's. so i drove down there and picked this 80 lb armchair and figured out how to fit it into my car...tetris style. but i was playing tetris with a heavy chair. i did it without the help of a person with muscles and a big car. i am proud of myself.
and today i found out how elliott smith killed himself. it was shocking and i've been listening the hell out of that cd.
kris with a k and i built an awesome fort theother day. except that i didn't actually help with the construction. i sat on the couch and watched kris and james build it. i was the director...in a quietly-in-my-own-world kind of way.
i'm writing a lot about nothing.
tylenol pm doesn't make me sleepy anymore. and that was the main reason i was taking them instead of aleve.
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Ohman. The doorknob at my house is broken and I just had to wait outside for the past 45 minutes for the pop-a-lock guy to get here.
On the side of his van it said "Free when child is locked in car". wow. And then it said "Over 85,000 babies saved". yep.
I'm such a stupid girl because I forgot to bring my biology book to turn in after my final today. So now I have to drive all the way back to Hammond to turn it in because they give you 6 hours after your final to turn the books back in or you have to pay for them.
Last semester I had to buy all of my books because I didn't know about this 6 hour policy.
I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled this Tuesday. yikes. I'm so nervous about it.
And my dentist guy weirds me out b/c he's old and crusty looking. Also, he gets pretty rough when he's looking around in my mouth. And I can only imagine that he will be even rougher when I'm knocked out. I'll probably end up having bruises around my mouth. This is going to suck.
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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
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| Time: | 5:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  thirsty. |
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Wowwee I got a 43 out of 50 on my art final! That's pretty damn good for the amount of time I spent on it. We were supposed to be working on it four hours, three times a week for about half a month. And I worked on both of them in one day from about 1 pm to 11:30 pm. yep. I kick ass. And we had to take class pictures and we all did jazz hands. It was fun.
However, life has not been all peaches and cream for me in the school section. Last Sunday night I had to revise 3 of my papers in English and write a new paper. It was all due on Monday and I stayed up all fucking night Sunday working on that shit. I honestly did not sleep or even look at my bed from 6:00 pm Sunday to about 1:00 am Monday. I almost fell asleep at the wheel driving to school. And the very fucking best part of this story is the ending: When I got dressed to leave for school at FIVE IN THE MORNING to print out the papers (b/c i don't have microsoft word at my house. and word pad doesn't double space or spellcheck. anyway...)I got to the library (and had to wait outside for 30 minutes b/c it opens at 7:30 am and my final started at 8:00 am gahh)and I put the disc in that I saved ALL of my finals onto,...the disc showed only T W O of my papers saved. I had like 2 papers missing. But ,luckily, I was being smart for once and decided to save 2 on my papers on this live journal, just in case my computer did something stupid. So I just printed those out, but one of them was not the one I wanted to turn in. gaaahh But it's okay because it is all over with. And I know that next semester I'll not be such a procrastinator and I'll do shit on time.
And I'm excited about karaoke night tonight. Last week Karaoke totally blew. Drama Drama Drama. I had to bring Asher home b/c he didn't want to be in the middle of it.
This entry is so long and it's really not about nothing. I'm just bored and excited and don't have anyone to talk to except a computer.
Maybe I'll call Thumbelina and gossip.
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| Time: | 2:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. |
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I'm so angry.
All of my work that i've done this semester in art is ruined b/c of stupid rain.
Somehow the ceiling in the art room leaked really bad and everyone's art is messed up.
I'm paying them a lot of money to go to school here and they can't even fix the fucking roof?
It's unbelievable. Something like 25 pieces of art. All ruined.
Fuck you southeastern.
And my art final is due in 2 days and i don't have very much done b/c i procrastinate like crazy.
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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Depersonalization disorder is a rare condition which is not well understood. People who have depersonalization disorder experience persistent or recurrent feelings that they are detached from their personal experiences and perceptions. Many patients who suffer from this condition describe feeling like a robot or as if their lives were a dream or a movie. Those with the disorder many experience episodes of depersonalization which can last for years. Depersonalization is the experience that one is detached from their own body and experiences. This phenomenon is often described as the feeling that one is looking at themselves from the outside.
That is exactally how I feel. The other day I was talking to Taylor about that but it was hard to explain, because i kept looking for reasons for me to feel like that, but i couldn't really come up with any. I just know that i feel different than i used to. I haven't told my mom anything aobut that b/c i don't want her to worry. And they said in that article that there isn't any medication for it, so what would be the point of telling her right? I don't know. I not really trying to self diagnose, but that might be the answer. It's weird.
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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
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| Time: | 2:42 pm. |
| Mood: |  jubilant. |
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I am Number one student/human because:
- my biology class was cancled and i have 2 hours to kill before my next class and instead of just going home to sleep, i'm in the library working on my report. well i was before i got sidetracked with all of this lj shit.
- i've done 3 good deeds today.
- i've only smoked 4 cigarettes.
- i'm talking alot to people today.
- and my egg in art was the best.
- and i feel like my life is in order right now.
- i got into a conversation about the cure with the crazyweird old hippy guy at the coffee shop.
- i almost bought a picture of the pope, but he wasn't for sale.
that's enough bragging about how much better i am than everyone else.
i need to write my paper.
i wish that my hair was really really curly.
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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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| Time: | 10:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. |
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Oh man. I'm going crush crazy. It's terrible. But I know that nothing is going to happen with any of them. B/c they're just crushes. And I have a super secret crush that I will never reveal except to one person. It's fun to have secret crushes.
I feel like such a girl.
I'm getting all kinds of free stuff that I don't need from the "rehabilitation" people. Stuff like a laptop, a voice recorder, a scanner, lots of software, and a palm pilot. I'm looking forward to that.
To Spencer: When are you and Meredeth coming to Baton Rouge??
I saw Hi Five play last night and they were amazing. Really.
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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so tomorrow is my birthday.
woahhh.
biology class was cancled so i have a free hour of pure fun hanging out at southeastern. there is absolutely nothing you can do out here to kill time.
i'm getting a myspace. because i'm lame and i'm bored and i have finally given into the peer pressure to get one.
this is only because no one has a livejournal these days and i never get to see my friends, so i can just talk on myspace. because, obviously, it's kool with a k.
and i broke up with daniel. also b/c i'm lame. yep.
there is nothing to talk about.
everyone around me in the library is doing stuff for school on the computers. and i'm doing livejournal. slacker.
why is it that when i sit in between two girls i smell their perfume, but catch wifts of my cigarette smell. i can never smell girly. never.
i'm so angry that my class was cancled b/c i drove really really fast to get here somewhat on time. and i practically ran up a flight of stairs to class.
and if my english class was canceled, then i will yell at the first person i see b/c i have an hour to waste over here and not at home before my class.
my medicine makes me ramble like an idiot.
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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| Time: | 8:56 pm. |
| Mood: | content. |
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oh, i cut my hair and now i look like the girl with the umbrella on the salt box.
it's longer on the right side than the left. so i need to fix that.
that's what i'm going to start calling spencer's vagina...the salt box.
so feb. 14 is coming up. and i'm so unoriginal that i don't know what to do for daniel. i have no idea at all. i haven't had enough practice with valentine's day to get the hang of it. girls are so easy to shop for. and it's all because the whole fucking holiday is geared toward us. so everything in the stores and all of the silly valentine's day ideas in people's heads are all things for girls. i'm really nervous about the whole thing.
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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| Time: | 11:11 pm. |
| Mood: | excellent. |
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So Daniel and I have made it official. It's weird to hear myself say "This is my boyfriend". It feels like it's been so long. But I know that it really hasn't.
But Daniel just got kicked out of his apartment by his roommates girlfriend. What a bitch. This means that our spooning dates are over.
He is a great guy. He likes to pay for me, which is fun sometimes. I'm just not used to it.
I have to wear glasses these days. They are pretty jazzy, too. They're purple cat eye.
sexxxy...
I ate about a million soy beans today because I realized that I don't like sushi. At all.
Kris with a K called me today. And I know that if you are reading this and you are my best friend, Spencer, then you'll probably be very angry and threaten to mame the boy. Anyhow, you shouldn't be angry because he was calling to apologize. Which I accepted, but still made clear that I don't want to hang out. I'm just glad that he came to his senses and realized how much of a dumb ass he was being.
All of my friends are way too busy for me lately. I have been recieving no phone calls. I don't like it. But it's okay because I haven't wanted to talk on the phone anyway.
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:44 am. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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School blows.
I go from 10 am to 5 pm. My longest break is 15 minutes. Yikes.
Anyway...I don't have anything important to say.
Except that I am so bored. Someone help quickly.
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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| Time: | 3:40 pm. |
| Mood: |  productive. |
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I just got into an already full art class b/c i'm number one and I am good at talking people into doing things that I need them to do. Yep.
So now I have to do 6 hours of studio time within the next semester.
I am so excited.
I really thought that I wasn't going to get into that class.
But I did. Booyaah.
And the topic of conversation for the past few days between the Satanist and I is how much I need to get laid. And he keeps on asking people if they would do me and I keep on slapping his stupid ass. I just felt like I should express that in my journal.
I really have been too horny for my own good the past few days.
I never really get like this. Really.
I don't know why.
But I don't think I like it.
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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
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here's a joke for you kids:
Q: Why can't Jesus eat Skittles?
A: B/c they keep falling through his hands.
hahahHA.
ohh anyway...
So I didn't fail my math class. I passed everything and my lowest grade was a high C and now I have a 3.0 and I'm pretty pleased.
And Spencer had a sexual fantasy about my super lesbian friend Chelsea! What the fuck were you thinking???
And he informed me that he has had sexual fantasies about my ex-man Clay. Which, I mean, who hasn't? Oh and he cut his hair pretty short and it looks really good.
And we all snuck in the movies tonight to see Hostel. It was gross. And afterward some guy said that he wanted to see more gore in it....And I said,"What the fuck? You sick bastard"...the last part I mumbled though.
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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Today at work I got into an almost argument with this girl.
But we're both way too passive aggressive so it didn't really go anywhere.
It was just awkward.
I'm going to quit smoking. maybe maybenot.
Spencer has a crush girl and it's cute.
And my Taylor love has a boyfriend and it's cute.
And I have a crush and it's fun.
And even Kris with a k has a girl and that's good too.
And i like the way that everyone is happy.
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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
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OH and P.fucking.S:
MY MOTHER IS GETTING MARRIED TO CHARLIE!....how in the hell?
gasp =O nobody saw that one coming.
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Well, I was just reminded of the first and only time that I actually saw a ghost.
It goes like this:
I was sleeping over at my TaylorLove's house and i woke up early in the morning b/c i was freezing. Pretty much like i've never been that cold.
Well anyhow, I opened my eyeballs and i saw this girl sitting about a foot away from me. She had her legs folded in front of her chest and her arms around them. And she was staring straight at me. No fucking joke. She was sort of blue and pale. She looked really peaceful. And she was wearing a white night gown...the nightgown was cute...
She looked about 14. I mean, it wasn't like a bad feeling or anything. But i was still a little freaked out. I was wondering why she was watching me and what she was thinking. So i left Taylor's house early b/c of the freezing cold and the ghost. I felt bad that I left...so Taylor, if you're reading this, then sorry that i left w/o saying goodbye.
And I'm not crazy or anything b/c Alley said that one of her friends saw the same girl and whatnot. Craaaazzy.
Another short story:
On the way home tonight i was being followed by a white car. I don't even know why. So i kept going into different neighborhoods and just driving and this car kept on fucking following me. I was so scared gah. Finally he just gave up and turned around...hmm.
And now I've heard that kris is on the happy pills. Which is good, i suppose. It blows that you have to take pills to be okay with yourself, but i understand b/c i sort of do the same thing. But i mean, i'm fine without mine. Anyhow, he has found a girl who is "exactly" like him. That should be an interesting relationship...wow. I think that a couple like that might bring on armageddon.
Tonight has turned out weird. So i'm sleeping.
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:31 am. |
| Mood: |  distressed. |
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I am so fucked.
I have an art history final in one hour and I don't know what room it is in!
I need to take this final.
I don't know what to do.
muthafuck.
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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
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So here's the part where I complain about my day.
A list of how the day went to shit:
- I woke up early to go get donuts. Got to the donut store, and they were closed! You can't close a donut store 10 minutes early.
- So I decided to get Taco Bell. And then proceded to spill my rice inside of my car. Big mess and less rice to eat.
- Then I get to school and probably maybe most definitely FAILED my math final...
- Then I get to Barnes and Noble. And i met the most annoying girl ever. All that she could do is complain in her valley girl voice about everything. And throw sly, catty ass insults my way. No thank you. I wanted to kick her.
- Then I went to see that movie "Synaria"..or however it's spelled. And my favorite characters end up killing themselves. What??
- Then Chelsea and I go to The Spanish Moon and no one that we know is there. No one.
- And I didn't even get a hug from anyone.
Well, that has been my terrible day. I hope that it made you feel better about your day.
And those inflatable Christmas decorations creep me out.
And i need to put more effort into parts of my life. Such as: School, Work, Eating Healthy, and Finding a Nice Boy. gah.
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Monday, December 12th, 2005
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Well, it looks like I don't really have anything of importance to write about....
So I'm going to tell you a story so I won't have to study just yet for a huuge exam tomorrow...
Once upon a time there was a girl named Jennifer.
Everyone called her Jennie and she hated it. But that is how she introduced herself to people because it was a stupid habit.
So one day Jennie decided to enroll in college and try to do something with her life.
Even though Jennie did not have a decided major and wanted to do a million things at once, she went to classes anyhow. This made her feel like she was wasting her time and just taking classes for the hell of it.
So one day Jennie met with her advising counselor lady, Ms. Terri Fitzpatric (a.k.a. the nicest woman ever). Ms. Fitzpatric was so excited about school that she prompted Jennie to pick a major.
So Jennie picked art. And will take neat classes like a real Art class and an Astronomy class.
Then Jennie went home with the good news and there she caught her neat hippie-esque mother (who usually listens to great music like Roxy Music, The Ramones, and The Clash, and The Stones) listening to country music!
And Jennie went into her room and cried and cried and cried because the country music would not stop. She even tried poking fun at her mom, but her mom just nodded her head to the terrible beat.
And today Jennie is trying to raise money to sent her amazing mother to Country Music Anonymous (kind of like AA But worse).
Fin.
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:33 pm. |
| Mood: | messy. |
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Today Grant gave me a ride from North campus to the very back of campus so I wouldn't have to walk in the cold rain. That was very nice and unexpected.
BUT THEN, as I was riding in his car, my keys fell out of my purse!
And he didn't realize until he had gotten back into Baton Rouge.
So the poor guy had to drive all the way back to Hammond to give me my keys.
I felt terrible. So I gave him a Three Musketeers candy bar. And he defaced his ex-girlfriend's car.
"What do you mean my favorite color is black? It's always been green"
"It's black!"
"No, blue and green...Just like when the sky meets the leafy tree tops"
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